We have a backer who gave to the $3000.00 tier. And while that is exciting and great for us, this is really important what she wants to do with her reward. She wishes to remain annoymous but this is what she wanted to say.

One in ten Americans has a disability. And yet one of the hardest things to deal with, being disabled or ill, is isolation. The people in your day to day life suddenly don’t understand, or maybe you can’t leave the house, to reach those that would. So you turn to the internet, and social media, where you can talk to people dealing with similar issues, and find a place for yourself.

Even in support groups, sometimes, it can be hard, because the only thing you have in common, the only thing you talk about, is illness.

I had an idea. I wanted to create a haven, a place where everyone could go, sick or not, able or not, and exist together. A place where people can gravitate together, and share similar interests, with no pressure. With no judgement, not a place just for us, but a place that we could be, and relax, together, and also with others. I saw Pumpkin Onlines Kickstarter, and I wanted to play the game immediately. The more I thought about it, the more I realized – maybe we could join forces, and bring my dream into Pumpkin Online, a perfect platform for us all to play and be together.



Wait but that’s not all she also said this.

You have no idea how much this means to us. Personally I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia. I am on the severe end of things and I am on bedrest 23 hours a day. It is hard for me to sit up for any length of time most days. So all of my social interaction is done on line. Most of the people I know aren’t in such an extreme place, but many are not far behind.”

Her village seed reward allows the backer to create their own village, with 4 NPC families with shops. As well as be a producer with an active role in the game development. 

Her idea is to create an island in the game inspired by the Spoon Theory

The spoon theory was created by Christine Miserandino which explains to able-bodied people what it’s like to live with a chronic sickness of disability. You have to read the article in the link to understand.

SO GUYS if you read all that. We need to make this happen. Like we need to make this backer’s idea come alive because her tier makes her apart of our team now. If we can make our goal she can create this place in our game. The team is already discussing ideas and concepts for this place in our game map that will created by her. And will also bring awareness in our game for chronic illness. 

So ONCE AGAIN. We have 2 weeks left in our Kickstarter. If you want this happen any kind of amount would help push us further. We’re so close. We can do this. The teams is ready and willing to start working and go forward. 


Pumpkin-Online is a Harvest-Moon / Animal Crossing inspired mmo currently in development by indie game company, Pumpkin Interactive, we need a lot of support to make this happen so please follow, and spread the word about us


Trigger warnings for ableism, abuse, autistic “therapy”, discussion of a cure, discussion of murder, eugenics, the way Autism Speaks uses their research, etc.  All of this is under a cut.  Be forewarned. 

When a person thinks of the term “Autism Awareness” in the United States, it’s usually one organization that comes to mind - Autism Speaks.  It is heralded by celebrities, politicians, nonprofit and for profit organizations alike. Many parents of autistic children enthusiastically applaud their “efforts”, even partaking in fundraising, despite not knowing much about what those efforts entail.

 Ask an autistic person, however, and you might get quite a different picture of Autism Speaks.

 The number one tenet of any activism among disability groups is “Nothing About Us Without Us”, yet Autism Speaks can’t even manage to meet this one basic qualification.  They have never had an autistic member on their board.  Their current board consists of parents, including one who founded SafeMinds, which has contributed to the anti vaccination movement, as well as another board member who used be a board member for Cure Autism Now. To view the full list, click here. To view a list of other leadership in their organization, click here.

The only autistic person high enough up in their leadership to be worth mentioning was John Elder Robison, author of Look Me in the Eye: My Life with Asperger’s Syndrome and part of their science advisory board.  He resigned his position in November 2013, a decision he spoke about on his blog.  

Autism Speaks spends just 3% of the money they raise back into helping families and autistic people.  This comes in various forms, and not all of it is aimed at actually helping autistic people.  Some of it is aimed at communication devices for autistic children and teenagers, and this is of course a very good thing.  Much of it is also aimed at providing ABA therapy for autistic people, which is a behavioral intervention that much of the autism community opposes, particularly autistic people who are now adults who were subjected to it as children.  Some accounts of this are hereherehere and here.

 Autism Speaks’ goals are clearly stated in their mission statement.  It reads:

At Autism Speaks, our goal is to change the future for all who struggle with autism spectrum disorders.

We are dedicated to funding global biomedical research into the causes, prevention, treatments and a possible cure for autism. We strive to raise public awareness about autism and its effects on individuals, families, and society: and we work to bring hope to all who deal with the hardships of this disorder. We are committed to raising the funds necessary to support these goals.

Autism Speaks aims to bring the autism community together as one strong voice to urge the government and private sector to listen to our concerns and take action to address this urgent global health crisis. It is our firm belief that, working together, we will find the missing pieces of the puzzle.

I have bolded the parts that stuck out to me as harmful and problematic.  Autism Speaks wants to cure autistic people of our autism.  Have they involved us in the process? Have they asked any of us? Again, the guiding principle of the disability rights movement is “Nothing about us without us”, but Autism Speaks has left autistic people out of the equation entirely.  In addition, it’s clear to see when perusing their scientific research that much of the research is focused on identifying genetic markers for autism, presumably so that autism can be prevented.

Is autism an “urgent, global health crisis”?  I don’t believe it is.  Studies have shown that there is a similar percentage of adults that show the same symptoms of autism as is shown among children currently being diagnosed with autism.  Link here.

The above mission statement is indicative of a larger problem in the way that Autism Speaks speaks about autistic people.  

  • Autism Speaks is responsible for the atrocity known as I Am Autism. Directed by Alfonso Cuaron, this promotional video utilized a disembodied voice to tell the audience what precisely “autism had stolen” from the families of autistic children, even citing divorce as a result of autism, likely relying on a now disproven statistic that 80% of marriages in which there is an autistic child end in divorce.  Neither Cuaron or Autism Speaks has ever offered an apology for this monstrosity, though they did remove it from their YouTube channel.

  • Autism Speaks is responsible for another media piece called Autism Everyday.  There are several issues with this video.  The parents spend most of the time talking about what they cannot do with an autistic child.  They cannot go out for coffee with their friends, they cannot do x, y, and z, because their child is autistic.  The conversation seems to be only focused on what the parents’ lives are like, and there is almost no discussion on how it feels for the autistic child themselves.  The worst part of this video, however, is when Alison Singer, former Autism Speaks board member and founder of the Autism Science Foundation, speaks about her desire to drive her daughter and herself off the George Washington Bridge, and only stopped because she was thinking of how it would affect her non-autistic daughter.  The heartbreaking part of this is that she says all of this in front of her autistic daughter, with no regard as to whether her daughter can hear and understand.  

  • Autism Speaks often refers to autism as a “puzzle”, making use of a human-shaped blue puzzle piece in their logo.  The puzzle piece did not originate with Autism Speaks, but their continued use of it, in addition to phrases like “…will find the missing piece of the puzzle” as stated in their mission statement shows that they don’t really value autistic people as fully human people.  We are puzzles and we are missing pieces of ourselves, and we must become neurotypical in order to be respected by this group.

  • Suzanne Wright, one half of the founding team of Bob and Suzanne Wright, who founded Autism Speaks in 2005, focuses her “founder’s message” on speaking about the ways to supposedly help the families of autistic people, with little discussion of how to help autistic people ourselves.  She concludes this message with the phrase “This disorder has taken our children away.  It’s time to get them back.”  

  • Jess, a blogger and mother of an autistic daughter, who blogs at A Diary of a Mom, detailed her encounter with Suzanne Wright and Autism Speaks here. This details everything that is wrong with ABA therapy, lack of consent, as well as just having no idea how to relate to an autistic child.  The fact that Suzanne Wright was one of the first voices of an organization such as Autism Speaks, while having no idea what consent even means, is horrifying.

Autism Speaks has been involved in legislative issues, and while many people would consider this to be a positive effort, the effect this has on autistic people is actually quite negative.  

As stated previously, they have members of their board who are very concerned with environmental factors (such as vaccines) and how they contribute to autism diagnoses.  Autism Speaks was, for quite a long while, very much anti vaccination.  Alison Singer left Autism Speaks in 2009, no longer wanting to be a party to an organization that wanted to spend so much on researching vaccines, a link that has long been disproven.  

Autism Speaks, among other groups, blocked the inclusion of the Shakowsky Amendment in the recent Autism CARES ACT, which would have included some of the following:

  • A requirement that the Leadership and Education in Neurodevelopmental Disabilities (LEND) program, a federally-funded training program to provide interdisciplinary training to students seeking to support children and youth with disabilities, take steps to recruit trainees on the autism spectrum and those with other developmental disabilities;

  • Specifically emphasizing the needs of racial and ethnic minority groups, women and girls and adolescents and adults on the autism spectrum in the definition of “culturally competent services”;

  • A requirement that autistic people make up at least four of the public members of the Inter-Agency Autism Coordinating Committee or one-third of the public membership, whichever number is higher, and that at least one such individual be a person who has received Medicaid Home and Community Based Services;

  • A requirement that LEND programs convene stakeholder advisory committees consisting of a majority of individuals on the autism spectrum or with other developmental disabilities;

  • Opening the Autism Centers of Excellence research funding stream to include research on developmental disability service provision, supported employment, inclusive education and other fields related to the integration of autistic people into the broader community; and,

  • A requirement that each Autism Center of Excellence grant awarded include a stakeholder advisory committee with a majority of individuals on the autism spectrum.

Autism Speaks has also allied themselves with the Judge Rotenberg Center. If you don’t know what the Judge Rotenberg Center is, it is an institutional that routinely uses electroshock on autistic people as punishment for even minor infractions.  Here are a few links for more information.  x x x Please read all links with caution.  This is a gruesome practice, and the fact that Autism Speaks is offering such an organization a place at one of their resource fairs, as a potential resource for parents of autistic children is quite alarming.

Autism Speaks has recently teamed up with Google for the Ten Thousand Genomes Project, also known as AUT10K.  The major issues with this project are mentioned at the link, but they include questioning Autism Speaks’ intentions with the information as well as ethical and privacy concerns .  Some information regarding autistic people’s rights with regard to genetic testing can be found here.

A short list of a few other notable failures of Autism Speaks:

  • Autism speaks has plagiarized/violated the copyright of an autistic adult.

  • Autism Speaks shared the news of Google removing hate speech regarding autistics from Google’s autofill feature, completely erasing any mention of autistic people’s flashblogs having anything to do with the change.  It was only after a member of the autism community (and not a parent, but an autistic person themselves) spoke with a reporter about the flashblog and a statement was released to the media that Google decided to make this change.

  • This woman’s job offer was rescinded after she asked Autism Speaks for accommodations in caring for her autistic son.  They refused, and she made necessary accommodations for childcare, but they withdrew her offer anyways.

  • Autism Speaks has threatened at least two autistic teenagers with lawsuits over legal parodies.  Here and here.

  • Autism Speaks has reported on the murders of autistic people by their parents/caretakers, but has never reported said facts without somehow pointing to “lack of resources” as a reason for such tragedies, as well as continually ignoring their own possible culpability in these crimes.  One example is the attempted murder of Issy Stapleton. The more negative rhetoric there is about autism, the more people will dehumanize autistic people to the point that autistic people become a list of behaviors instead of actual people with emotions and needs.

  • Autism Speaks often utilizes functioning labels when speaking about autistic adults.  They use the numbers of so-called “high functioning” autistic adults to prove that autism is an epidemic, but refuse to listen to anyone they deem as high functioning (essentially, anyone who can use a computer).  They incidentally also ignore people they deem as “low-functioning”, because they refuse to presume competence.  Here is a lovely message written by a nonspeaking Autistic advocate, Amy Squenzia.  In addition, here is why you should not be using functioning labels (or tell me how “high functioning” you think I am because I am able to type this document).


Interested in learning more?  


Want to support autistic people? Here are a few worthy organizations/groups/pages.

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Did you know at the set of Capitan America 2. Chris Evans couldn’t tell apart  Scarlett Johanson’s stunt doubles from her so he would start talking to them as in they were Scarlett and the stunt doubles played the game ” How long would it take Chris to figure out im not Scarlett” . Apparently the record was 10 minutes.

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*writes smut that accidentally turns into angst* *slams head against wall* I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES

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[on diversity in media] I think its social responsibility. I think it’s our responsibility to stand up and say what we want. It think if you look at television in the past two years, it’s becoming the decade of the female. Like, all these new shows with female leads. Even if you look at television, as well as cable, as well as films, there’s been a resurgence, as far as the leading woman in Hollywood, which is great. And I think we’re also at the point now…you know, it’s interesting…x

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SPOCK DON’T READ THIS I’M SERIOUS this one’s for bones. i have all these emotions. happiness sadness excitement joy, lots of joy, tears sometimes, laughter, sadness again, i express them all, i get super expressive, EMOTIONS, there are just so many of them, okay spock’s definitely not reading anymore. do you think spock likes me, bones? this is important

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I decided to finish and color this late night sketchy of Ganondorf with a Rapunzel braid. But you can’t have a Rapunzel braid without kids making it for u so

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Screenshots of the edits to the main character made.
Pretty much creating a new character skin and hair.


hello! are there non-binary/androgynous characters in the game? :D

Yes you can create one and we will have NPCs as such

I know this probably seems like an odd question, but I’m asexual and have asexual friends, and while I’m not that bothered by the fact that marriage is going to be incentivized, I was wondering if you have any plans to give people who choose to fly solo benefits of their own as a result of doing so.

Well the benefits you will get from having a partner will not be like a huge game advantage. We’ll be working on that to balance it out if you wanted to stay single.

Hello! I was wondering, since gender doesn’t seem to affect anything major in this game, which is really nice, will it be possible to change it mid-game?


Hi! I have a question! How will time pass in the game? Will it be like in Harvest Moon where a day is a half hour or so, or will it be like animal crossing where it’s in real time? And will there be any Supernatural/Magical elements to this game? Thanks!

Our game will be running on it’s own time clock, and it will be a global time that will run a specific pace. Currently we have it as one real is 2 game days, but that is something that must be tested. 

YES. There will be magical elements in our game, but we haven’t revealed them yet because they are surprise elements in our game. We will be discussing them at a later date. 

Will there be pets and animals in this game? ( I enjoy the farming aspects of harvest moon)

Yes :D 


Pumpkin-Online is a Harvest-Moon / Animal Crossing inspired mmo currently in development by indie game company, Pumpkin Interactive, we need a lot of support to make this happen so please follow, and spread the word about us



New illustrations and concept art

Looking at these I just realized I did all girls *facepalm* oh well. 
These are really quick speedpaints, I did each on in about 35mins so they could be better. But with all the craziness trying to promote our Kickstarter and answering emails, questions and my crappy part-time job which helps me buy food, this is the best I can do.

Please support our game by checking out our Kickstarter and checking out the changes we’ve made.


Pumpkin-Online is a Harvest-Moon / Animal Crossing inspired mmo currently in development by indie game company, Pumpkin Interactive, we need a lot of support to make this happen so please follow, and spread the word about us